Seasons are great because they come at just the right time to remind us that things won't always be this way. It won't always be blistering hot in Texas (but yes, more often than not). It won't always be unbearably cold in Wyoming. Seasons will come and they will go, in some places faster or more frequent than others. Perhaps this is God's sweet reminder to us that it won't always be like this. We live in a fallen world with fallen people. But this isn't home forever if you are a believer in Jesus. Someday we will leave this place and be in the presence of the Lord. And on that day there will be great songs of Praise. We we hope for this day while we fulfill our calling now. We see this tension in Romans 8. Did you hear that... FREEDOM! But don't you feel more burdened than free sometimes? I know I do. It's a fight people. Just as our troops fight for our freedom, we also must fight for our own freedom. Freedom of the heart. Freedom from the rule of sin in our lives. Ephesians 6 will explain how to fight if that's something you need today. Read it. Believe it. Do it. We know that true freedom comes in the end, while we remain here fighting for our freedom now. Romans 8:18 - 23
" For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us. For the creation waits with eager longing for the revealing of the sons of God. For the creation was subjected to futility, not willingly, but because of him who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself will be set free from its bondage to corruption and obtain the freedom of the glory of the children of God. For we know that the whole creation has been groaning together in the pains of childbirth until now. And not only the creation, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies." We suffer well because of our hope. We press on because of the power within us from the Holy Spirit. On days when you feel like you failed or just didn't quite meet the mark set before you, remember this. If you are a believer in Christ Jesus then you "are more than a conqueror through Him who loved you." Romans 8:37 And this promise we cling to: "For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord." Romans 8:38 - 39 So as you do all the "fall" things in celebration of cooler weather, remember God is making all things new and preparing the greatest celebration. Continue to hope. And always keep growing.
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I have seen so many recipes and pins on Pinterest about how to make a few different meals from a rotisserie chicken. I have tried a few of these but I really just think the rotisserie chicken is a waste. They are not cheap anymore and unless you are really into bone broth (which I am not), you don't get a lot of actual meat. Never mind that you have to work to get the meat! So I was trying to think of a better way to make chicken that could be versatile and help me with meal prepping. Meal prepping for a single person can be interesting. I don't particularly care to eat the same meal every day of the week. I have figured out some ways to give myself 2 - 3 different options of meals assuming I don't eat out at all for lunch or dinner. Maybe I'll share these later. But for today, I want to share my crockpot chicken that you can then make three different ways. It's simple and I don't claim to be a chef. Just a girl trying new things and sharing them with you. Ingredients: 2 1/2 pounds boneless skinless chicken breast 3 1/4 cup chicken broth (I use the Knorr Homestyle chicken stock that you just boil in water) sliced onion (as much or little as you like) salt pepper garlic powder Directions: Generously season both sides of the chicken with salt, pepper and garlic powder. Place the sliced onion (I slice large chunks so that they are easier to remove when the chicken is done) at the bottom of the crock pot. Place the chicken breast on top of the onion. Pour the chicken stock over the chicken. The chicken should be completely covered. Place lid and cook on low for 8 hours. Remove the chicken from the crock pot and place on a cutting board. Use two forks (or whatever you can find) to shred the chicken. Now you are ready to make anything and everything you want. You can also freeze a portion of the chicken for later. I recommend putting a little bit of the juices from crock pot in with the chicken you are freezing so that the flavor keeps well. Here's what I like to make with my chicken: Chicken salad Chicken tacos Grilled chicken (green) salad The easiest thing I do is put some of this chicken on top of a nice green salad. This is one of my favorite lunch options. Any mix of veggies in the salad will work and you can add some sliced avocado to really make it great. The tacos are a dinner favorite of mine. I have stopped buying taco seasoning packets at the store and instead season it myself. Here is what I used last time: 1 tblsp chili powder 1 teaspoon garlic powder 1 teaspoon cumin 1/2 teaspoon paprika This was for about 1 pound of the shredded chicken. Feel free to try this or use your own. Heat olive oil in a skillet on medium-high heat. Sauté some diced onion and even jalapeño if you are into that. Add the chicken and a few tablespoons of the juice from the crock pot and then the taco seasoning. Stir and let simmer until seasoning is well distributed and chicken is warm. Serve on some warm corn tortillas with all the cheese, sour cream (I use nonfat plain greek yogurt because sometimes I try to be healthy) and salsa you want. Don't forget to top them off with some cilantro! Unless you are one of those who think cilantro tastes like soap. Maybe try some green onions instead. You can also make a burrito bowl with greens, rice and beans. I have a delicious rice recipe that I will share later. Lastly, whip up some chicken salad for anytime. I don't have exact ingredients but here is what I put in mine:
Shredded chicken Nonfat plain greek yogurt (substituted for mayo) Yellow mustard diced onion diced celery boiled eggs Cajun seasoning (I use Veron's) salt and pepper garlic powder I really like mustard so my chicken salad will look pretty yellow but you can add as much or as little as you like of any of these to your taste and color preference. Sometimes I put some on a sandwich with a slice of Swiss cheese (and of course some avocado if it's available). Other times I just pack it with some crackers (or corn chips). On healthy days, I will bring some vegetables to dip it with. Let me know if you try any of these or even something different! Would love to hear your feedback. Eat up and enjoy! The struggle is so real y'all!! It is not inevitable (in fact very avoidable) but is in fact difficult to stay disciplined on the "health" front at the beginning of every school year. And so here we are, in October and I'm trying to get back on it. I might also add that age most definitely increases the difficulty. It is probably a linear relationship but lately it feels exponential. Anyway, I have decided that I would do something. And that I would do "something" every day. I figured I needed to establish a minimum or else I will not do anything. It's crazy to think about the difference between nothing and something. It is not just kids that need to be given things in small pieces. Sometimes as adults we need small chunks at a time so that we have the motivation to move from nothing to something. I am a to do list person and I have seen how that is so necessary to my productivity at work and in life. Especially when I think about the school year as a unit, I can get very overwhelmed. So I make a list and I get the next thing done. And then the next, and the next and you get the point. I don't see growth in my students in a weeks time. Sometimes, I don't even see it within a year, like I wanted to. But as long as "something" is done, growth will happen. While I would like to think I have patience in my classroom, I struggle to have the patience to see growth in certain areas of my life. I want to be done getting healthy but unfortunately that's not how that works. Just as my faith does not work in that way which I believed to be true before God rocked my world. But here I am, growing in all things, including leading a healthy lifestyle. I receive any and all encouragement! Thankful for friends that encourage me to keep going. Here is the minimum "do something" I have established: 2 Rounds of: 12 squats 20 jump lunges 10 push ups 10 tricep dips 45 second plank 10 plank jacks It's so minimal and I am very aware of that. Some days I will do more than the minimum and some days it will just be the minimum. I have been in so much better shape in my life but I'm using this opportunity to practice humility and be real with where I am at. Growing. If you are currently doing nothing, just know, it takes a very small step to move to something. Be brave. Take the step. Then take another. You got this!
Every time I make this I get a lot of compliments so I thought it might be worth sharing. I love to cook but baking is not really my strength, except for this recipe. This is not my own recipe though I have made one adjustment. The recipe comes from Betty Crocker herself and will be sure to please all of your guests. The ingredients are:
1 1/4 cups sugar SAVE $ 1/2 cup(1 stick) butter or margarine, softened 2 eggs 1 1/2 cups mashed very ripe bananas (3 to 4 medium) **note: I often have 1 or 2 very ripe bananas supplemented with 1 or 2 not as ripe and it works great** 1/2 cup buttermilk 1 teaspoon vanilla 2 1/2 cups all-purpose flour 1 teaspoon baking soda 1 teaspoon salt 1/2 to 1 cup milk chocolate chips Pre-heat oven to 350 degrees and make sure you have a rack moved to the lower position in the oven. Mix the sugar and the butter. Add the eggs and beat/mix well. Now add the mashed bananas, buttermilk and vanilla, mixing well. Finally, add the flour, baking soda, salt and chocolate chips. I add the flour in a little at a time so as to avoid white counter tops in the end. Grease your loaf pans and pour the batter. I usually make two loafs in a 9"x4" pan because they cook in less time. I also use the disposable pans found in the baking aisle at your local grocer. I bake them for about 40 - 50 minutes. Insert a toothpick in the center to check if the center is cooked through. If toothpick comes out clean then your loaf is done! Remove from pan and allow to cool before cutting (if you can even stand it). Best when served warm!! Be prepared for your guests, friends, or your own mouth to ooh and ahh at your masterpiece. Enjoy! Last year I moved from public school to teach at a private high school in Houston. This also meant using a flipped learning model in both my Algebra 1 and Geometry classes. Making videos was not new to me, but using the videos as my primary instruction was. I used someone else's videos for my Geometry class and made my own for Algebra. I did a lot of things wrong and learned some things along the way. I have learned:
My school brought in Jon Bergmann who has been the pioneer of flipped learning to speak about best practices and how to implement this model in our classrooms. Most of the things listed above were things I learned from him and also experienced first hand in my classroom. I have attempted to improve my model this year and am pleased with how I have done so thus far. Though it still has much room for improvement. The most difficult part so far has still been making sure students are watching the video (I use Edpuzzle for this) but also taking GREAT notes so that they are useful when the students are working on their assignment. My main goal this year has been to create all new videos for both Algebra and Geometry that are shorter and very clear instructionally. Once I have this established, I will be able to move forward in improving my model and how I use it in my classroom. Great teachers aren't born, but instead are committed to growing every year even when that means doing something new instead of what has always been done. This is year 9 of teaching for me and I would love it if I could just pull up last years assignments and upload them to the "2018 - 2019" folder. But I am committed to being a great teacher and also to growing. I don't love spending longer hours at work or extra time at home to make these videos, but I'll do what's necessary for my students to get the best education possible. Be great. Kids deserve it. **Also, if you would like to see my videos, they are all on my YouTube channel** Because the church needs us.
The story of the woman at the well encountering Jesus in John 4 has come up more than once in the past few months in my life. There is so much we can learn from this account. The thing that I have held on to the most is the power of the woman's testimony. Many people are familiar with the story of the woman at the well and in particular Jesus calling her out on having multiple husbands which is the reason for her being there at noon when it is blistering hot (something Houston understands all too well). But the way the story ends is what is so compelling to me. "So the woman left her water jar and went away into town and said to the people, 'Come, see a man who told me all that I ever did. Can this be the Christ?' They went out of the town and were coming to him." John 4:28 - 30 The relationship she now had with Jesus left her changed. The relationship had an effect. She couldn't help but go tell the people of her town, which is actually kind of miraculous considering she had been previously living in so much shame (again, reason for her going to draw water in the blistering heat). Meanwhile, Jesus' disciples come back from going to eat and bless their hearts, they just don't get it. They are trying to get Jesus to eat something and He explains that He has food they don't know about. So now they are confused. Who brought Him food? Was it better than what we ate?!?! (my interpretation) He clears the air... "My food is to do the will of him who sent me and to accomplish his work." John 4:34 Jesus understands the mission and is trying to get the disciples on the same page. I love Jesus' patience with them because I know that I need the same patience and usually more. He goes on to explain to them that both sowing and reaping are happening. There is reaping to be done as a result of what others have sowed and there is also more sowing to do. "Look, I tell you, lift up your eyes, and see that the fields are white for harvest." John 4:35 So then we see again, the impact of the woman's testimony. "Many Samaritans from that town believed in him because of the woman's testimony, 'He told me all that I ever did.'" John 4:39 The next verse is where I see the application for myself today. "So when the Samaritans came to him, they asked him to stay with them, and he stayed there two days." John 4:40 Jesus clearly understood that relationships matter. He understood that while some believed simply on the word of the woman's testimony, others would need a little more time. And what do we see happens... "And many more believed because of his word." John 4:41 Is this not the great commission? That all would come to know Jesus and have a relationship with Him? We have Jesus as an example to follow and this story is no different. What do we have to learn from Jesus in this story:
Jesus did not need the Samaritans. He's Jesus. But this wasn't about Him and as followers of Jesus it's not about us. We may feel like we don't need the church because we already know Jesus and have a community, but there are so many people who need the church so that they can know Jesus personally just as we do. It is important that we share our story with others so that they might believe. It is also important that we show up for those that will come to hear for themselves and then believe. A few weeks ago in my life bible study class at church I met a couple that was coming to visit our class for the first time. I talked to them for a while and explained the set up of the different classes and encouraged them to try another class to see where they would fit best. They sat at my table during class and later that week I reached out to the girl to tell her I was glad she came. She found me at church this Sunday to tell me that she had indeed tried another class and that she would be coming back to our class. Her words, "It just makes sense considering the relationships I made." Wow. I love this and am so thankful I was there for God to use me in that moment. We need the church you see, because relationships matter. When you feel like it won't matter or you're just too tired, remember Jesus' example and choose to be obedient and in return be blessed. I grew up going to church regularly and loved God ever since I can remember. Much of what I remember from my time at church was that there were a lot of rules I needed to follow if I wanted to be "cool" with God. So out of my love for Him, I tried to follow all the rules, all the time. As you might suspect, I failed. I wouldn't say miserably, but still, I missed the mark often. When I couldn't reach perfection I would beat myself up and try harder the next time. This cycle continued and was never fulfilling. When I was in 8th grade, I went to a camp and heard the gospel and was so relieved to know that I could never reach perfection, but Jesus did, and He wanted to do that for ME. This began my journey of really walking with the Lord. This journey was not easy. I was tested many times in high school and learned how to defend my faith pretty quickly. These trials were so minor looking back. My life was good. I grew up in a great home and had all that I needed. I hardly experienced hardship except for the occasional college struggle. Until August 2014.
First came the news that my brother had depression. Depression that almost took his life. I had no idea how to handle it. I was at a new job, which was very stressful at the time. Life suddenly became very hard. However, I did what I had taught myself to do. Suck it up and be strong. I felt guilty for not having a better relationship with my brother and about not knowing how to help him now. It ate at me inside but I had no idea how to deal with the issue because I didn't feel like it was my issue. I shouldn't be the one having trouble. So I shoved everything aside. Slowly he began to get better and we could see a light. Meanwhile work just got worse. I was thrown into a position that I could in no way prepare for and felt like a failure daily. It was a constant source of anxiety and frustration. Yet, I was to be strong. I thought that if I just spent more time with Jesus the problems would go away. They didn't. Nothing seemed to work. In the past, time with Jesus and prayer had worked, but this seemed different. Not soon after that trial I found out that my grandmother had terminal lung cancer. Terminal. It's just so devastating. And again I stuck to my mantra: stay strong. In July of 2015 was when I finally had my moment. I was with my family at our new ranch in Hearne and had a panic attack over some Mexican food. It was ridiculous. But it was real. I had no idea what was wrong with me and neither did anyone in my family. I felt stupid. Weak. Defeated. I remember reading in the Psalms before I went to bed that night. Not really processing what I was reading but just doing so because I knew I should. And it was all I knew to do. That Monday I went to my doctor and she offered me anxiety medicine. I was so against the medicine. Nothing was wrong with me. I was just having a hard time and needed to push through it. False. Through the insistence of my mother, I requested the medicine. And then came the talk of "therapy". Oh no. Not me. Therapy is for crazy people. I'm not crazy. What would I have to say to a therapist anyway? But God. I emailed someone at the counseling center at my church that night. Oh so hesitantly. I knew that I had to send an email because I was never going to call. I made an appointment for two days later. The days before I went I was nervous, anxious, even mad that I was actually doing this. But I went, and when I did I realized how much help I did need. In just the past 11 months I had faced so much hardship and hadn't processed any of it. I didn't make time to really assess how I was doing. My counselor just listened and handed me tissue. I went back for many more sessions after that and learned how to deal with the anxiety I was facing. I learned that I did need help and it was OK. I learned ways to fight the battles in my mind and distinguish truth from lie. I also came to the realization that after having followed Jesus since my freshman year of high school I thought that I could push the cruise button on life and take my foot off the gas. I believe these experiences were God's sweet (and yes hard) way of showing me that His desire for me is to keep growing. He has so much more that He wants me to experience. His purpose for my life is not yet fulfilled. Not until He comes back or takes me home. I am so thankful for this. God's not done with me and He's not done with you. Stay faithful and keep going. "He drew me up from the pit of destruction, out of the miry bog, and set my feet upon a rock, making my steps secure. He put a new song in my mouth, a song of praise to our God. Many will see and fear, and put their trust in the Lord." Psalm 40:2-3 It’s been a year (plus a few months) since our lives got turned upside down as a result of the terrible flooding in the wake of Hurricane Harvey. I will never forget the day so watching the rain come down relentlessly. It just kept coming down. Harder at times, light at others. Everyday I was searching for hope. A small break in the rain that might be an indicator that it would all come to an end soon. While looking for hope, everyday new people were evacuating their flooded homes. The scenes were unbelievable. I felt so bad for these people while I was still in a dry house. I was glued to the news and learned how to read a flood map in no time. All of my family and friends come to mind and so I check Facebook regularly to be sure all are safe. Others are also checking on me. Since I was at my parents house and not my own home, I constantly check in with neighbors to know of the status of my own home. Thankfully, being in a second floor unit, I had little to worry about. I talk with both of my grandparents as they have to evacuate their home. Meanwhile, between the ongoing news cast and looking out the window to check water levels, my mom, dad, and I somehow stayed busy. This may or may not have included my mom dying my hair and making a delicious crawfish casserole. News comes that the water level at the dam by my parents house is unsafe. There is talk about releasing the water which would mean for sure flooding at my parents house. Now we start talking evacuation plans. We even got out of the neighborhood to check routes. Through much back and forth conversation, we decided to stay. We prepare the house for water by moving things upstairs and putting heavy things on paint cans. We do this “just in case”.
I am awaken the next day early, by my dad notifying me that the toilet will soon be out of order. The water had filled the garage and was inches from the back door. Turns out the “just in case” was the right move. We make more preparations to minimize the damage and it’s overwhelming. What needs to go upstairs or be moved? No time to salvage everything. And now we start discussing an evacuation. We can’t stay here with the water in the house. I call up to check on the neighbors as they are elderly. They tell me they have a friend with a boat nearby. I call him and he tells me he will come. The neighbors however say they aren’t leaving. We get in touch with Parker and he says he can get to us, or at least close. I tell everyone to pack a bag. I am now standing at the front door, waiting for a boat. Nothing comes. I call back and he says he’s coming. Meanwhile my mom is still moving things so as to save them. I wait some more. Still nothing. My anxiety level is rising. We have to get out now or we may be stuck here for a long time. I am getting very impatient and finally decide I’m just going to walk out. I ask my dad to check the water level in the street first. I needed to know if I would be walking or swimming. It’s probably about knee deep or a bit more, which for me is about my waist. I yell in the house that I’m leaving and off I go. Trash bag in tow with my belongings. I get to the next block and have a decision to make. Left takes me to the front gate about a quarter of a mile away, which I think is closed anyway. My other option is to go right and climb over the six foot wall that surrounds the neighborhood. Some neighbors are standing outside and I ask them, “Do you think I can climb that wall?” They said no but I was determined anyway. I go for it. Parker has been sitting at the gas station nearby for at least forty-five minutes. I ask another neighbor for a ladder and manage to get over the wall that way. Parker just hops right over and goes to get my mom and dad and hopefully the neighbors. Once over the wall I witness something incredible. Strangers showing up with boats, canoes, kayaks, and large trucks to help whoever needs it. I get to the truck and go back to check on the rest. My mom gets over and we also get my brother’s dog over which was no easy task. Parker had also convinced the neighbors to come with him. Helping them over the wall was scary, but by God’s grace, we did it. And not without the help from some strangers. Now we are seven people and three dogs piled in Parker’s truck. We get in touch with Stuart to see if he can get his dog. He is on the other side of Buffalo Bayou though, so that would prove to be very difficult. The neighbors find a friend from church to stay with. We dropped them off and then were able to meet Stuart to get Tucker (his dog). We head to Parker’s house in Bellaire where my parents were going to stay. There is a pizza shop on the way so we stop in to get something to eat and take a breath. It was about 2:00 now and our day started around 7:30. I tell my parents they can stay with me. Parker takes us to my house where we set up camp. My dad had to sleep on the couch and my mom on an air mattress. Already, in some parts of Houston, people are tearing sheetrock out of their homes, including at my grandpas house. We have no mode of transportation and I feel useless. Stuart comes and picks up my dad to take him to Hearne to get the truck and a large fan from a friend as we will need this when clean up at their house starts. I catch a ride with them and meet up with Shea to go help my grandpa. Everything is a mess. His house had also flooded the previous year in April (tax day flood). It was a long day but I really got to see a community come together. The next day my parents went to Galveston where they would stay while their house was restored. While we wait for the water to recede from my parents’ house, I move to action. A friend has a spare car and let’s me use it. I partner with my church to help our city. So much happened in just a few days, I can’t quite remember the details. I employ a team of workers to start demo on my parent’s house almost a week after we evacuated. It was overwhelming, obviously mostly for my parents. The help we had no doubt made the difference. Two days later I am back to work, attempting to start a new year, with new students, at a new school. Watching our city work together toward a common goal was beautiful. I have no doubt many people came to know the Lord through this great expression of love and service. The Lord brought me to Ezekiel 37 in the few moments I had to process through all that was happening. The Israelites had lost hope. They say their “bones are dried up.” (verse 11) But the Lord speaks life into them. He gives vivid imagery regarding how He will raise them from the grave. In math, zero times a million is still zero. That is not how God does math though. He can take nothing and multiply it to greater things. He is glorified in this and we are reminded of His great glory. I will never forget the first ray of sunshine we saw after the rains had stopped. It was all over social media. It’s all anyone wanted to talk about. It was not immediate, but it was just at the right time because that’s how God does things. This sunshine was the hope I had been looking for a week earlier. But it wasn’t the sun that was the hope. The real hope was in the Son, the Son of God and Son of man who paid it all that we may live. Thank you Jesus. I hope to never experience another “Harvey”, but I also acknowledge that God was good before, during and after the storm and will continue to be through the next. May He always be glorified. Ezekiel 37:11-14 Then he said to me, “Son of man, these bones are the whole house of Israel. Behold, they say, ‘Our bones are dried up, and our hope is lost; we are indeed cut off.’Therefore prophesy, and say to them, Thus says the Lord God: Behold, I will open your graves and raise you from your graves, O my people. And I will bring you into the land of Israel. And you shall know that I am the Lord, when I open your graves, and raise you from your graves, O my people. And I will put my Spirit within you, and you shall live, and I will place you in your own land. Then you shall know that I am the Lord; I have spoken, and I will do it, declares the Lord.” |
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